The Missing
Pocketbook
W.B. Preston
Today
of a dream, I forgot to see you, in your sun tinted dress fit snugly
atop your waist, I wondered, did you call? But I was in a mad rush to
the hospice, for Bunnie forgot her pocketbook in a drawer on the
third floor of room seven. You know me, rushing about downtown, eyes
fixed on cement and street signs, the cross street was eighth. I knew
the hotel clerk would be trouble, peering at me from behind rimless
spectacles, he huffed at my suggestion. I simply needed to get into
the room and search the drawer, but he was stubborn this one,
insisted on a few coins for his trouble, which I would not have
begrudged him had he not been so unseemly about the entire affair. I
washed my hand when I got up to the room. The window was open, yet
the room lay shadowed for it was a quarter past noon, I must have
missed the bells of St. Thomas as I scurried through the alleys to O
st. A bark from below the window caught my ear, the dampness of the
bathroom someone had recently showered, though Bunnie had told me she
was alone here, and she had checked out this morning , by eight. The
clerk would have mentioned if someone else had rented the room, I
doubt it, the bed sheets were strewn about, no one had even remade
the room. Had Bunnie been here with someone else, I wondered and
lurched for the drawer, nearly pulling it from its bedside night
table. A bible but no pocketbook.
This
must be when you rang me, you had been waiting twenty minutes for our
lunch date that would never come to pass. You must understand that
Bunnie needed that white pocketbook, and she had sent me to gather
it,I had no choice. If I had been in a better state of mind, I'd have
called you from the room, but the barking dog and the missing
pocketbook, the knock at the door snapped my neck around. I cracked
it open slowly and peeked through the doors edged. The large nose of
the clerk shone red in the dim hallway light and he huffed at me
again. It seems five minutes was too long to be searching for a small
pocketbook, yet I was desperate to find it. I know what you would say
but I only had to please her, I could not stand the judgment of her
eyes, pure and gray.
Quickly
I rampaged the other drawers while the clerk, arms folded watched,
though I knew I would not find the pocketbook, for she had told me
which drawer to check. I was about give up, hang my head out the door
and be on my way when I spotted the shoe behind the bathroom door,
just beside the wastebasket. Dull yellow heel with white lining, I
recognized it from the night before, it was Bonnie's friend Grace,
she was drunk before I had a chance to take a sip. However, twirling
the shoe in my hand as I rode in the back of a cab to Llobo's, I
recalled that Grace had been driven home by quite the sober man with
the thick mustache poorly trimmed that it gave him half a smirk,
though I'd forgotten his name, he seemed unimportant at the time.
Llobo
ran the bike kitchen on fifty-first, as you'll recall, his hands
always greasy, he rubbed them in a towel and watched me as I made the
walk towards the garage. I could tell he'd be no help at all, though
he did remind me of my lunch date with you. I rushed into his office
and rang your mother, but she said you'd been gone all afternoon, to
meet with me. I dream of those thin sandwiches with the avocado, and
the crème sodas to go with them, I half missed the lunch more than
you. Llabo handed me a beer in the garage, and we leaned back against
the workbench and sipped from the bottle under the shade of the
garage a little after one. Llabo talked about some latina he picked
up across town, a kid fiddled with the spokes on a bike, and from
time to time Llabo would jump up, mad as hell and slam his beer on
the bench, kicking over to where the boy worked, he berated the poor
chap about proper manufacturing technique, something about the price
value, though I didn't blame him, this was his livelihood for
christssake, though the boy probably was only paid a few coin. I sort
of admired old Llabo, the way he brought in the street boys and put
them to work, taught them a trade, they could make good money fixing
bikes, everybody rides in this part of town.
Llabo
went on and on about his Latina from the night prior, though I didn't
listen much, I really just needed to know about what happened when he
ran into Bunnie. Turns out he didn't so much run into her, as run
over her. After listening to his story for thirty minutes in that
steamy garage, often interrupted by the poor workmanship of the
street boy, he finally gets around to telling me that he nearly ran
over Bunnie, Grace and the mustachioed man with the smirk, while
riding with the Latina on his bicycle handles. The whole thing sounds
like some kind of farce, but it's true, every word, he described the
smirk to a tee. He said Bunnie had the white pocketbook then, cause
he saw her take it out and give Grace a cigarette. Llabo said she was
so drunk she nearly burned herself with the cigarette tilted from her
lips. Poor Gracie, she'll never stop, they say it's to do with all
that business with her brother, from a few years ago, I don't know
why Bunnie doesn't take Grace to see her analyst, I bet it'd do
wonders for the confused girl. Llabo said that Bunnie told him they
were going to the smirk's hospice, so I was back at square one,
although I had a few more pertinent clues.
The
first was that Bunnie was a liar, the second was that the room was
made out to the smirk, not to Bunnie. So back I went to the hospice
looking for the Smirk's real name. The clerk huffed before I could
get my second foot in the door. Donald Meede, it turns out, though I
still don't know if that's his real name. I remembered he called
himself Donnie, he let the name slink from beneath that mustache. Now
I hadn't spoken to Bunnie since this morning, and it was nearly three
by the time I had gotten all this information and spun around the
city twice, I needed to talk to the girl, and get some answers
straight. So I rang her studio, and to further my anger I was met by
the voice of a man.
“What
do ya want?” What do I want? Shut up and put Bunnie on the phone!
Is what I wanted to say but I’ve never been one for confrontations,
I politely requested Bunnie. “She's dead!” He barked and hung up
the phone.